i can drive.
and not just by my satndards. by a complete stranger.
pink license on the way.
get in :]

once again no reply. i anted to see him before we went back to college to you know, find out hats going on, but h hasn't replied.
i've decided to stp doing the running, just stop completely.
peter, now might be an appropriate time to say i told you so.

why does everything i try and have fuck up? :(

i actually didn't do anything this time. i swear. i text him and he hasn't replied.
paranoid....maybeeee
theres a million reasons he might not have replied.
hahahaha.
this story looks familar :].

I'm sorry darling mr wonka is being unreasonable.

omg i'm so proud of me went for a run again. makes me feel so good and i need to losea bit so yer works for me wowoo spehs if i want a pretty dress for leavers dinner yeer well excited about that we've bene looking at bright pink limos and hummers and fire engines! well amazing!

i have nothing new to update on, not that any of you care but haha im not arsed.

omg so gutted about my media after she marked it wrong (it was out of 14 not 10) turns out i was 1% which is 1 mark off an A*, 1 mark ! omg what is that?!

No idea why i'm updating. nothing changes. tired, bored, still want more fun than i have, no point in talking about boys. so yeah. this update was pointless hahahaha just for ym own gratification

well, i'm away with the fairies at the moment. i feel like i'm on a gentle cloud slowly drifting into heavan.

haha that was fun!! i like feleing like this, without a car in the world
"i wondered lonely as a cloud"
well maybe not lonely haha gut thatsa good saying froma good poem, i like it.
yeback tomore important issues such as erm. why, would a 7ft wooki live in the forest of endro?, if i even spelt it right haha i don't care if i have or not, you get the meaning.

had soem nice news today, that of which i shall go no furtehr into with another poetic quote of
"Ask me no questions and i'll tell you no lies"
so, as life seems on the up (somehow) i was still distinctly diappointed with my History result i wnatd an A* so badly i was almost purple in the face. i was crestfallen to only see an A on my paper, then i thought, hell i'll work my arse off to get an A* in teh real exam, even if it kills me!
i'm supremly surprised to have rceived a C on ym maths after convincing myself i've failed.
Goes as well with the sayin eh Jake? "If i expect nothing then anything with be a fantasticly good surprise"
well as ususl this entry is short, i don't do talking about feelings as you well know, spose i should do some spanish, but i can't be arsed.
someoen fnd me a hot irish man with muscles, i love the accents.
i've also spent most of the night talking to myself saying "omgomgomgomgomogmomgomgomg"!

i'm off father bellows up the stairs

happy new year everybooody!!!
i had 2 parties last night! 2! get me miss popular hahaha.
went to Dani's which was tres bon *see the french i used there? and i'm a spanish girl!* had fun there, when dad came to get me, he never said anything abotut people drinking (mainly because he'd had a "few")

then, after went to the one at this womans in our road. was hilarious. all the drunken adults "dancing" and telling em how big i've got and how much i've changed...should i be insulted?
the old guy from next door but however many started trying to breakdance, i almost wet myself. dad was letting me drink but i only had 2, i don;'t need it to enjyo myself, so was mother (but mother couldn't remmber seeing Sam come in, she was gone)
i spent the night dancing away with the lil kid frm next door, she's only bout 9 and really cute and kept followin me when i went to get a drink, i asked her mum if i could adopt her, she seemed game, and also said she wants her to be like i am when she's 16, becaus ei was just dancing lieka loon on loon tablets and not even drunk and not caring, my dad thinks she needs medication, he also thinksi do, he has a point....
the weird hostess said i'm not the quiet timid girl she thought i was ha mum nearly fell oevr when she said she thought i was timid!
so, all in all, was a great new year, ddn't go to bed til 4am woke up at about 1ish. such a hard life.

well christmas ahs been and gone, sorta. hahaha hope y'all hada splendid christmas, i did! i gots my green mini ipod, it's soooooo nice and greeen!! yer i'm not gonna go into all the other stuff i got just general "stuff" you know the type. and now i am about to enter the bath, as i smell greatly.

IT'S NEARLY CHRISTMAS!! but it doesn't feel like it!! but then again, what does christmas feel like? soft and warm, like sants beard?haha beard. anyway, not much happened went to swinton with Sameth, got her crimbo card and she got mine etc, we came back had a play fight, watched a film together, the film that holds most of my memories of my grandma.

haven't done much, its like yeah the holidays are here!then i have all this time and get bored, ironic eh?

ate a whole bag of chocolate coins this morn as well as some freddos as we put them on the treee (yes our chocolate is freddos on the tree ;)) ate some of those as well, felt liek chocolate.

i felt bad after the chocoate so decided to go for a run a bit later, it didnt' happen. i had a better offer to go to Clares hahahaaha, well i had to wlak there, still exercise!

copied Sams Cd, the new Franz one You Could Have It So Much Better, wow it must be good, i used capitals and everything!

yer i don't have much else to say really, went to see King Kong, it's really good actually, sad at the end but i wasa big girl, i didn't cry! very good film though, hats off to Peter Jackson.